Wanted freshers/experienced passengers for time travel

'…..idk…...you are amazing or weird...? '

She instantly , 'weird'..:)

Meanwhile in her head she replies 'If only I was.....’ (zoning out)

He -‘Why do you mysteriously disappear at times when I look out for you….where do you go..?'

She smirks…..

She starts a monologue in her head……

'May be I am amazing now..

With all those glittering enthusiasm and just like a baby like zeal for its new found toy, with all your eyes wide open with joy...you might come chasing like a wind…slowly, and steadily when this addiction starts consuming me….popping up at my door steps when I take a little more time than the usual to reply back to your messages.., eating together, movies together, combing each other’s hair to you helping me with my socks and shoe laces when we are late , drawing together., music together, cooking together just like 2 lost kids whom has found home in each other.. ! .. running at the middle of the night no matter if its 1 am or 2am after that call from your friends that how you are high and dow….

I had make an art of one of my favourite things that I had do with you, a quick drawing of us and you safeguard that in your wallet , meanwhile you attempt to draw one of our selfies, although it didn’t come out well it becomes one of my treasures,  meanwhile I steal your passport size photo and keep that in my wallet…’

Just I start falling for you more, a little more and more with each passing day.. a point where you can never go back…head over heels, I start rushing to that waiting spot more earlier than the fixed time....’

‘Folding your clothes, and smelling that favourite scent, wanted to be all time surrounded by that scent….I knew not, how to be stingy and analytical in love, slowly right before my eyes you start vanishing...that you are more logical and less subjected to emotions when needed.

Promises never kept like before..popping at my door steps does n't happen anymore ..Reminiscing good old days and conversations ...distressed inside as I walk all alone on those streets in the night with your warm hands no longer holding me..

I still hold on to my hopes, believing that better days would return back, whereas you would have already landed on the ground..

Fights grow bigger, egos make it more worse….starting to hurt each other more , intentionally as well…

'I failed to keep you happy'.  'We cannot do this..' is what you had say….

A sweet safe good bye.

Insomnia is all left now..

He shakes her and her thoughts….

 She says ‘once bitten twice shy’

3 AM on the terrace, holding her kofi mug, starring at the moon and her friend...he asks her 'what about that ad that was looking for fresh or experienced passengers for time travel….would you give me company and not leave if anything happens during the travel..’

He winks...with that mixture of mischief and divine smile...

May be one day I might come to you and tell 'this is not working'  just like he did…

'Because'  ..(him pausing.....)

'Let me tell you this..'

'During those dysfunctional days, let’s take a day off, go back to those rom coms and star gaze so long until those stars recharge our souls and pass each 'not working' games...!  

He whispers ‘May be I can’t promise you those fairy tale love… but I can read you fairy tales and write some poems when you are low….’ And you can paint my ugly pictures when I make you feel low :) and never stop coming back to each other !!! :)